Damn! It's been a long time. Sorry about the expletive. Sometimes, though, it's just all that really gets my point across. So, one more time -just for effect- DAMN!

That's really how I feel. I feel sorry for you too right now if you are reading this because it is going to be one really long blog. A heck of a lot of stuff has happened since 06.03.03

Hum.... where to start?
Theory #1
Falling in love is IDENTICAL to falling out of love. Now, I really don't reccomend trying this theory out. Take my word for it. I've done the work for you. But I can swear to you on all the Yoplait I've ever eaten that it IS EXACTLY THE SAME. Sleepless nights, thoughts of that other person who has decided to romance you indefinately, weird preganancy-like food cravings, giddiness, an overt sense of fashionista-ism, and the list goes on. That's what's so cool to me though. There are a lot of things that we think are opposite that are actually very closely related. Now, I will tell you that falling into love is easier to fight against. Kinda like survival of the fittest, ya know? I mean, I can take conscience steps to not let the Mister get to me. I can just let him try and try and try to make me giddy, but nope nope. I will have none of it. But what if you really want the Mister to stay for awhile? OK. I really didn't want my blog to be a middle school diary, but it's sooooo turning into that.

Theory #2
God is good- always. I want to be a believer who praises Him in the good times. And I am. I just want to make sure I praise Him all the way around. Good times, bad times, mediocre times. And I think I'm doing an okay job. I think it's ok to pat myself on the back too because that just spurs me on to more of Him. I'm a person who responds well to encouragement I think.

Theory #3
There is no set time period for healing. Some people heal really fast. Some, not so much. And one can also grow a whole whole lot in a short amount of time. I want to make sure I remember everything that God has done for me. That's really kinda the purpose of this blog. I want to keep it going so I can remember. My ebenezer of sorts. I have a pinecone too that's an ebenezer. I feel silly when I talk like this, but I really like being in love with God. He sends you these little love notes 24.7. Way better than any boyfriend.

Today is also my first day at my grown up job. I've had grown up jobs before, but to me-- this is the only one that counts.

I had a date Saturday night. It was sooooooooooooooooooooooo amazing. This guy was just--- well, incredible. [I'm borrowing that word 'incredible' from him] It feels so weird to feel comfortable doing that, dating I mean. And it wasn't the first date I've gone on, but it was the first one that I really liked. Wow. Who knew I could date? And that guys would ask me out? Isn't that sooooo way out there? I think so. You would just have to be here to understand.

My lips are chapped. Argh. Drat this weather and my allergies.
I took this really weird quiz and I'm posting the results here so that I won't lose them.
#1 Cow - Career
Tiger - Pride
Sheep - Love
Pig - Money
Horse - Family

#2 Dog - black (personality)
Cat - dot (partner)
Rat - cheese (enemies)
Coffee - starbucks (sex)
Sea - vacation (life)

#3 yellow - Monica (never forger her)
orange - Clint (true friend)
red - Brittney (really love)
white - Chesley (twin soul)
green - Liz (remember forever)

#4 Favorite # - 11
Favorite day of the week - Saturday

Ok, this has become toooo boring. Sianara~